Racial Injustice in America: George Zimmerman Acquitted in Murder of Trayvon Martin
This may not be the most HelloGiggly thing you have ever read, but we were hit with a hard punch of the reality of our country yesterday. George Zimmerman was found not guilty in the death of 17-year-old Trayvon Martin yesterday afternoon in a Florida state court, causing much uproar (and still not enough, in my opinion) across our country.
In case you do not follow national news, Zimmerman is a “neighborhood watch coordinator” (a title cringeworthy in itself, in my opinion) for his gated community. Allegedly always quick to call the police, Zimmerman reported that Martin “look[ed] like he [was] up to no good, or he [was] on drugs or something.” Zimmerman got out of his car, confronted Martin and shot him point blank in his heart.
In the child’s heart.
It almost goes without saying, but Trayvon Martin was a young Black man.
You guys, I am struggling. I want to believe this was not a crime concerning racial injustice. I want to believe that Zimmerman’s lawyers, and that the jury itself, are not racists. I want to ignore the similarities between Trayvon Martin and Emmett Till. I wantto feel that our country has evolved even a little bit, but I cannot. I cannot believe.
My family is Black, and I would usually defend or sidestep that statement by claiming that it “doesn’t matter,” but it does. It does matter. I am never profiled for anything. I have been told that I do not “look Black,” I simply look like I tan well in the summer sun. I have been told that I don’t “act Black” because I had great grades in high school, and I went to a liberal arts college, and I majored in English Literature, and I work at Starbucks, and I shop at Old Navy, and my girlfriends are nice blonde girls. I have been told that I do not “seem Black” because I listen to pop music, not just hip-hop, and I speak eloquently, and everyone in the world has this stupid image of what a Black person is supposed to be, and I clearly do not fit the rough image everyone in America has created about Black people, but I am gonna spit some truth really quick.
I am a Black person. And a proud Black person, at that. I am a privileged Black person, as well. I am privileged in that I can walk down the street without ever having to worry about being profiled because I don’t “look,” “act,” or “talk” Black. But my brothers do. My older brother “looks, acts and talks” Black. He doesn’t straighten his hair to fit in like I have always shamefully done. He doesn’t dress up because he wants to be perceived as anything other than who he is like I have always admittedly done. He is the smartest man I know, but he speaks with such strong colloquialisms that sometimes even I need an interpreter to understand his words. I don’t know how often police officers have stopped him, even arrested him on expired warrants or now-irrelevant-drug laws. I don’t know how many times “neighborhood watch guards” have called the police on “suspicious activity” when he is around. I have walked, head high and proud, next to my brother–both of them–and seen the way they look at us. We can’t even go into grocery stores without eyebrows raised. Racial profiling is infuriating, for it continually ends in the deaths of young men.
Trayvon was my brother as much as my blood brother.
Zimmerman is not a police officer, but if he was, this trial would have likely not even happened. Police officers get away with–literally–murder of Black men all the time. The fact that Zimmerman was a regular man, not one with too much authority, is why I sit here heartbroken and even more disturbed than I am on a regular night. I thought he would be convicted. This story reads differently than the rest.
Martin’s “suspicious activity” was that he was wearing a hoodie, and walking around in the dark in an area that “his kind” do not usually belong in. You see, young Black men do not have the privilege of walking in any area they please at anytime of the day. Young Black men have to hold their breath when cop cars drive by, or in department stores, or in the halls of their high schools. Young Black men are not allowed to catch a late night snack without being murdered for looking as if they are “up to something.”
The Skittles make me the most sad.
We live in a country where Mark O’Mara, Zimmerman’s defense attorney, won a case with lines like: “Do not give anybody the benefit of the doubt, except for George Zimmerman.”
The hopeful ones, the optimists, the ones who have never dealt with racial injustice first hand want to claim that this was not a racial crime, but it is. Undeniably. In Boston a few years ago, a man by the name of John H. White–a Black man–was convicted of manslaughter for fatally shooting a young white man who came to his home to confront his teenage son, reminiscent of the segregated Deep South where White grew up.
Tell me how this isn’t racial.
Even if Martin had been “up to something,” there would be no need to shoot a 17-year-old in his heart. People should not be killed for being “up to something.” People should not be killed for walking down the street at night. People should not be killed for their choice of outfit. People should not be killed for the color of their skin.
Martin was killed for being Black in America, and I cannot be convinced otherwise.
“This isn’t about race, this is about equality in a country that we’re supposedly a part of. This is about the fact that AmeriKKKa is about to justify another senseless murder of a citizen. If Zimmerman was Black I’d have the same emotions and reactions that I do now. Everybody wants to act like because Obama is in office we made it but Black kids still can’t walk down the street without fear of being profiled and murdered. And my problem with that comes from the fact that, even in death, that victim is still looked at as a perpetrator. That’s why George Zimmerman needs to be convicted, to restore some faith that this system can work for us and will make sure our families get the justice they deserve. I don’t want to see Zimmerman in jail (or dead) because of his race. I want to see that because then I’d know we do matter, at least a little bit.” Daniel Tholmer
I think we matter. I need someone else to prove that we do.
My heart goes out to Martin’s family, my family. My heart is with my brothers, both literal and figurative.
Featured image via , Martins image via CNN