Kim Kardashian casually revealed something about herself on this week’s episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashiansand, um, we genuinely didn’t see this one coming. It turns out, Kim was high on ecstasy during the filming of her infamous sex tape…and during her first wedding to Damon Thomas.

It’s no secret that the mother-of-three likes to keep it PG. She doesn’t drink (like ever) and she absolutely hates dancing. However, on Sunday, November 25th’s episode of the hit E! reality show, she dropped a bombshell while talking with Kendall Jenner and Scott Disick about her “wild” partying days. When Scott mentions that he’s “heard stories” about Kim, she got real about all the times she’s done drugs in the past.

The KKW Beauty mogul revealed that she was under the influence when she walked down the aisle at her first wedding when she was just 19 years old, as well as when she filmed the sex tape with her ex, singer Ray J, in 2003.

But that wasn’t the only tea she had for the Lord and her younger sister. Kim also recalled the time when she and former best friend Paris Hilton traveled to Ibiza together. Not only did they go to a foam party, but they left the club at 7 a.m. and slept in the ocean.

Check out a clip of Kim’s revelation in the video below.

In the episode, while filming a confessional, Kim later added:

You certainly are, Kim!