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Hillary Clinton got real in a new interview with New York Magazine‘s Rebecca Traister. And we have feelings. A lot of feelings. We’re not going to lie, it’s pretty heartbreaking reading about her post-election life and what she was thinking at Trump’s inauguration. So get you’re tissues ready.

Clinton wanted to be optimistic about the inauguration.

But, like us, she was disappointed

She also talks about the relentless hate that she’s faced even after losing the election.

She even got candid about how she dealt with it all.

And, yes, a little wine may have been involved.

She said, “But you know what? I’m doing okay…Long walks in the woods. Organizing my closets. I won’t lie: Chardonnay helped a little, too.”

The whole interview is definitely worth reading. The insight into things like the loss, Comey’s firing, and her commencement speeches are inspiring. And this interview shows that she continues to fight for us.