I saw a dating coach after nearly a decade of being single — here's what happened
No promises were made by Jessica Elizabeth Opert, Love & Relationship Coach, but the conviction was clear in her voice. She truly believed that she could help turn my two-star straight-to-video horror flick of a love life into a smash hit rom-com — or at least put me on the red carpet so I could sashay down it.
Well, she sure had me at hello!
I found myself perplexed when she asked a simple but earth shattering question: “What are your values when it comes to looking for love?”
I thought I knew, but found myself stuttering, blustering, and desperately grasping at buzzwords to explain my answer. With Jessica’s all-too-knowing patient glance, I knew I had been rumbled and it was time to come clean. I didn’t know what my values were. It felt like I didn’t even know what the word meant, and therefore did not know what I claimed to be looking for.
“I want a man who is emotionally balanced, financially responsible, confident, loving, affectionate, kind, honest, and attractive,” I reasoned.
She hit me with it once more: “And what does each of those things actually look and sound like?”
I felt embarrassed almost, that after nine years of spinsterdom, I could not readily explain. But I was put at ease and reassured that the bottom was a good place to start — as the only way was up.
So what does “starting from the bottom” look like?
First, we had to narrow in on my problems.
I have the same relationship with different faces, and I fall in love with the idea of what someone “seems” like, rather than who they actually are.
So then, months into a relationship, I realize that I don’t actually know — or even like — the person, nor do we share similar ideals or values.
And so Jessica and I set to work, and explored what real chemistry sounds like through actual conversation and actions, rather than relying on the idea of a “spark.”
And then she shared an important lesson:
“If you just have the spark, you don’t have chemistry.”
Jessica explained that a relationship requires all of the elements — similar senses of humor, shared hobbies, compatible values about family, kindness, etc. And then, if you add that spark, “you get boom! That’s real chemistry.”
We then looked at the negative beliefs I held about love and relationships that I had developed throughout my childhood.
To combat this, we created positive mantras to boost my self-confidence, and rejuvenated my wardrobe without spending a penny.
By getting rid of clothes I no longer felt attractive in, I discovered favorite pieces hidden in the back of my closet. I also invested in a kickass red lipstick which makes me feel like Supergirl donning a cape.
But talk is cheap people. I have to put myself out there to get results. I used to think this meant getting dolled up and hitting the town on a Friday or Saturday night — but it doesn’t.
Putting myself out there includes simply doing activities I enjoy, just because I enjoy them, and because you never know who you’re going to meet and when.
As a busy woman with a demanding career and other personal commitments, time for these activities can sometimes be limited. I tried out a couple of dating websites, but I couldn’t help feeling that I had somehow failed in the love game because I dabbled in online dating. Jessica pointed out that I shouldn’t feel that way — times have changed.
Was I successful? Did I land the super hot emotionally-balanced, kind, loving, funny stud muffin of my dreams after eight weeks of dating coaching? That answer would be no, not yet!
But I am more confident about the kind of partner I am looking for, and have found amazing new places to go to try and meet someone.
For people who, like me, have been single a while, Jessica offered some tips to help Cupid direct his bow your way.
She continues, “It’s not that special person magically appearing. More often than not, it’s knowing…how to spot them, and where to find them. Believe you are worthy of it, risk vulnerability, and open yourself up…Put yourself out there and get out of your own way… [And] if this is a priority for you, act like it. Carve out the time, put in the work, stay authentic to you.”