You guys, I have so many goals in life. And I started to realize that everyone I admire achieved their goal but having someone to help them. Someone with similar interests or similar goal. Or having a posse. Most are CO-founders. Meaning they had a partner. They had someone by their side.
I don't have a best friend. I wish I did. I don't have a boyfriend. I don't have that one person or group who "gets it". And I really need it. I could really use it right now!
You want to know what I want my life to be like? Tonya Kay's. She's a dancer, actor, runs 2 businesses, blogs and posts videos. And she's raw vegan. I don't know how she does it. But I know she has a lot of good friends.
Me? I want to blog, vlog, start a green juice business, dance, open a gym, write books, and I'm getting my master's degree in nutrition. My parents hate all my ideas except the master's degree. I have an uncle who is trying his hardest to get me to medical school and leave all the other stuff alone. My friends are all on their own paths. I have to tediously explain things to them. No one has advice or sympathy or understanding for my struggles because they don't understand what they are.
I just want a friend. A good friend. A partner. Someone to launch a blog with. Or a business with. Or just chat with on a regular basis without wondering if I am annoying them!!
You know? *sigh*