Holy Crap!...But Congrats, Really

[HoLLIs]

Well, well, well...Everyone has had a high school crush, sure of it dont leave me hanging. But my crushes are true heartbreakers. Note I'm no longer in high school. Niether is my crush, in fact they might be on their way to graduating college...I liked them older. I really dont have that big of a crush anymore seeming I got over it cause they didnt know me anyway, but I recently found out they were getting married...or I think they are getting married. Now its not entirely true that we dont know each other, we just never spoke, but acknowledgement was obvious. The year after they graduated was the worst year ever and sometimes I still think about them and I wish the best for their future doctor career. The last time I saw them was spring 2011 and we acknowledged each other with a warm lingering smile. I shoulda told them how I felt. I never asked for them to wait for me but to see that they are possibly getting married kinda hurts in this weird way. It felt like my heart was literally stabbed.Its not that Im jealous or anything, but... WHY! But at the same time I wish them all the best and am really happy for them. I mean in the picture where they were smiling really happy exsposing a very large ring on the left hand ring finger, they seemed really happy and thats all I really want whether its with me or not. Has anyone else expericned something similar. Any long time crushes or ex's you thought you could start over with again but...they go and get married. Sounds like a bad romantic comedy movie.