Huck - yeah, I was really hoping to be able to be a part of her wedding. I've decided to just stop trying so hard, you know? I know that she's not ignoring me intentionally. She got so caught up with having a boyfriend (her first) and I can understand that. So I'm just going to try and stop analyzing it so much and let it be. It's hard living here, though, and not seeing my friends. It's so very, very lonely.
I did have a good therapy session and we came to the conclusion that I really need to talk to my gyn about getting back on the pill because my emotions are all over the place during my cycle.
And I do not want to be a rose.
I do not wish to be pale pink,
but flower scarlet, flower gold.
And have no thorns to distance me,
but be bright,
bright as yellow,
warm as yellow.
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