Last July I met the man of my dreams. I know that it is corny to say but I did. He is everything I have ever dreamed of, no actually better. He is the kindest individual on earth, I am sure of it, and I would be an idiot not to marry him. So last March he asked me to marry him and without hesitation I said yes
Our wedding is set for March of next year and the minute we got engaged he and my family got right to planning the event. We are living together now which has been amazing, however, I feel like I couldn't be more disinterested in anything to do with the wedding. I am more looking forward to being his wife and him being my husband but everywhere I look other girls are going CRAZY over their weddings. All the details and dresses... it makes me tired to think about it. I have never been the "little girl, dreaming about her wedding" type but I guess I always thought I would be more excited once the time came.
So what gives? Has anyone else felt this way? I know I love my fiance more than anything, that's not the question, but I feel bad asking my friends and family to pay so much for something that I am just luke warm about.